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I had to delete some threads tonight that were not related to anything this site promotes. Nobody is under evaluation, and there is no more to the story. Some more threads popped up that had no other purpose than to start trouble, so they are deleted. Its a boating forum people, lets stick to boating.

I am being proactive and did some research for where some of you can get out your internet frustrations and beat your internet chests. Here it is, there actually is a Romper Room forum - http://www.experienceproject.com/groups/Remember-Romper-Room/232381/forum
 
Funny.. no thread is safe, this may end up getting deleted
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Hmm... that's pretty evil to suggest to pollute up a thread created by the admin about polluted threads such that the polluted thread gets deleted...
 
???? Are you suggesting that the admin might delete his own post because the forum scofflaws pollute it? Wouldn't that be hoot. Might get someone evaluated though...
 
No we would never think to do something like that (Grin)
 
Where is "G" dock when you need it. Now that was an interesting night.
 
This sounds like it does when my wife is talking to me...
 
I think somebody need to report this thread........
 
Watch out Admin is on the "Admin Control Panel"
 
How can it get deleted? Jim told us to go there... I assume he wants a report back!

Here's the thread that gave him away:

Hi, I'm feeling kinda off today well a lot off if Im truly honest. I slit my wrists another unsuccesful attempt to end my life after reading Four Suns posts. Ive been allowed home with another bag of antidepressants promises to see the mental health nurse. But I know the drill this is a place I have visited before many times. My head feels a mess my brain a muddle of uncontrolled thoughts. How did I get here, there is a beginning I was born in Rhode Island 49 years ago first born child eldest of three. I have no recollections of my early childhood with the exception of having my tonsils out at 5 and half soon after arriving in South Africa and being dragged behind a Sea Ray. I dont remember being at school I dont remember freinds even after looking at pictures I have no memories. I steal other's identity and pictures. Ive always wondered why I dont remember were things wrong then I had already blocked them out but as I became a teenager I soon realised my family was pretty dysfunctional. My mother an interesting woman on all levels has never really been a mother manipulative dark and unaffecionate. My father simple hardworking yet unfullfilled man and a poor excuse of a dad. There was such large gaps between myself and my siblings I think Ive always felt like an only child. Oh yes and then theres religion thrown in for good measure guaranteed to make you a little more off than youre supposed to be.

Im writing as a therapy for myself maybe at the end of all this if there is an end I will have a better understanding of who I am and where i want to be, what is the point of my life. Today it feels pointless. I've had my threads on Club Sea Ray deleted. I have no diesel.

I was bullied as a teenager for being short and perhaps a little overweight . At home things were strange I was brought up mostly by the nanny not a sign of affluence but rather a common occurence in Apartheid South Africa. I was born a Jew and lived my life as an observant Jew but I have never felt an understanding or a respect for my religion. I see people who really enjoy being observant and wanting to be part of the community, I feel nothing.


The verbal abuse began I think in early teenage years, I was never good enough for my mother I could never please her and so her manipulation began. I soon discovered my mother was the boss in our house my dad left everything to her maybe thats why she was so tough but all I ever wished for is for her to hold me tell me she loved me, tell me she was proud of me. It has never happened not as a child and not now that I am an adult. My mother regulary invaded my privacy as a teenager went though my draws and I was a very naive teenager I knew nothin about sex boys no internet. The member billandamy has tought me all about sex.


My mother had secrets though of her own she had a secret life that i slowly uncovered , she cheated on my father she had been a thief and a shopping addict. Best of all my mother was an International Diamond Smuggler. As soon as I was old enough I was her mule.


I now am a member of Club Sea Ray and wish I was like Four Suns. Im gonna leave it here for now theres so much more I need to say but tomorrow is another day .
 
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